7/09/2006

Good days and contemplations...

Saturday was a nice day. Had breakfast/lunch with D, and had waffles, bacon and eggs with maple syrup in Subie. Yum! Spent a couple of hours then doing a bit of work, before meeting R & G for a walk at Cottesloe Beach, treating them to a pizza dinner at Freo and catching ‘Superman Returns’ at Ace Cinemas in Subie. Had the shits today since a monthly visitor arrived, and had a mad craving for Maltsters chocolate. Satisfied that craving at the movies. Been thinking about a number of things. One; how to get my driver’s license and the necessary information regarding conversion in Singapore. Two; what planning should I do for my honours, with one family member opposing that decision. Three; my experiences with the emotion called ‘love’. Four; the planning of my future career.

With regards to my license, I’m at odds as to whether it’s possible to convert an automatic driving license to a manual license in Singapore. I’m also not sure if I have to be in Perth after I pass all the tests, or is the time I’ve spent here previously sufficient. For my honours, I’m planning to be independent when the decision has been made that I will be attending it or not. There is so much planning that needs to be done and it’s not funny in the least. I was listening to ‘Love Story’ by Jin, whilst I was contemplating this issue, ‘love’. With ‘love’, it is still an idealistic reality in my memory, and with regards to romantic love, I don’t think I’ve ever felt it before. I don’t know what form it would take with me, and I’m not sure if it will be as people or as the Romantics say; that it is painful. As long as I can remember, all the guys that I have liked have rejected me. I can only say that it has made me stronger. The funny thing is, I temporarily stopped looking for ‘it’, and out of the blue, I met someone who liked me for me, and even said I was pleasant looking. (At least that’s what I think I heard him say. LOL) Needless to say I was shocked. So time passes as I spend more time with him, and even though we are just dating, I’m glad to have met him. No status whatsoever, but it’s cool for now, I do not know if I will meet the elusive Mr. Right, but I know God has plans for me. My ideal job is to be a food critic, and I’m working hard towards that goal and I’m hoping that it will be a job I can do for the rest of my life. However it is proving to be quite a rough road, but I will persevere. I’ve just written my seven major goals I want to achieve in life, and I will work towards those goals. I feel good about this, and I just have to plod, skip, jump and more plodding on with life.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wendy

My dear girl
at last u got a guy that love you
cherish
take care

Mady said...

Eek. Its good that you have your license. I cant find the courage to take mine *hides under the table*

Btw, since you watched Superman Returns, .....Brandon Routh.is.so.HOT. !!